Monday, August 10, 2009

**I LoVe HiM**

The Unknown

I'm a horrible writer, i should be a good writer i mean I'm a girl and girls should just know how to journal...but nope not me...i love reading every one's blogs. I love Maggie's random bible studies and Brits thoughts on well everything...Oh and Sera's wonderful pictures that she post's all the time. But me well i guess i just don't have much to say well at least write all know I'm a good
I have this huge decisions to make very soon and well regardless of what i decide its kind of not in my hands anyway. Have you ever felt like that? Sometimes i don't like having to depend on somebody else to get what i want. I want to be able to do it on my own but i cant so i just have to suck it up and deal with it. I guess not have much of a childhood has made me into a very dependant and sometime pretty stubborn woman. Its in His hands and no matter which way the wind blows i will i will be sailing in God's boat so it will be okay all of it...
Erik is leaving in a week...makes my heart break at the thought of not seeing him everyday. I know that is we can get through this it will make us so much stronger as a couple. But still its scary finding love and then having to let it go and just trusting that God is completely and utterly in control no matter what. I made the mistake in my first serious relationship of not trusting man and not God but not this time. MY heart is nicely tucked away in Christ. I really have my friends to thank for that they sure are keeping me grounded and i am SOOOOO excited to spend the next 6 months of my life with them....
Ahhhh okay enough with this writing...back to work...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

my 25lbs Baby!!!

Me and my Mamma

Old Dance Pic

SO way back when i use to do Tap, acrobatics and modern dancing. It was prolly some of the best years of my child hood. I have to this day some of the bestest friends ever from then. My dance teacher got a facebook and found me, she posted this picture!!! Haha we all look so awkard!! Oh those growing years!!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Hillson United

Wow what a night of Worship!! God is so real people!!! Just to think that when we get to heaven its going to be a bizillion times better than the hillsong concert lost night and the concert last night was probably one of the BEST concerts i have EVER been to! God reminded me last night to continue to pray steadfastly for this country i live in. It is one of the most powerful nations on this planet and if we "Christians" continue to pray GOD can do amazing things! Even when things around us seem so horrible we must still pray pray pray, do you know why we must pray? Because prayer changes things. If you don't believe me try it!! I challenge you!!
Something the pastor last night said touched my heart in a new way he said
The bible is the word of God and with our faith it becomes the LIVING word!!! all i can say from last night....
I don't deserve the love that HE poured down on me at all!! Thank you Jesus!!!